Exhausted!

The last 6 months have been a whirlwind of crying, poopy diapers, fatigue, WTF did I do and I am never doing this again. You see, I am grateful for everything but what I cant understand is why
GOD thinks I am so strong. Im really not. I want a break! A vacation where there is no such thing as a "Sprited Child", sex and laundry. Yes I said it! SEX. I am too freaking tired to include that on my imaginary vacation. My eyelids weigh 30 pounds each, 40 if you include my mascara. Please someone save me!!